Melancholic Memories

by Happy Days

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mortem999 One of my favorite DSBM albums. It's raw and you can feel the pain from the music. Favorite track: Slowly And Painfully.

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1.	Drowning In Razorblades 04:36	lyrics	buy track
After everything....It still doesnt matter... After all of my sacrifices....It still doesnt change.... Time just repeats itself.... Or At least it feels like it.... You can try to make things perfect..... But youre better off climbing the endless staircase.... Things that are meant to be broken.....can never be fixed.... The more time you waste...the more it hurts.... But instead you keep going..... The indenial stage can be very powerful.... As powerful as any drug that causes conflict to the mind.... It's finally over.... Nothing left to live for... Staring at the pool of razorblades.... As it invites you more and more towards it...... The Suffering has only just begun...
2.	The Beginning 05:18	info	buy track
3.	Neglect... 13:16	lyrics	buy track
A torture chamber..... Slow and painful..... I scream and scream some more.... But no one hears..... Isolated in a cold chamber..... These steel rusty bars drenched in my own blood... I am the disease that kills life... I see a black hole moving towards me..... Is it my time? I see my useless rotten body from afar... Its finally over.... And still these emotions follow me... My Suffering continues...(end of ballad) I see things i once loved..... Not caring of my non existing soul..... I see someone moving on..... Not even shedding a single tear.... Of my death.... I see another person..... Being the better person..... Comforting the other..... making that person forget..... Who once brought happiness..... To her.....
4.	Slowly And Painfully 19:44	lyrics	buy track
Once again....im left alone to rot... This will never change... I find myself lost in a world of pain... I have become beyond depressed... Beyond anger.... Beyond emotions.... Beyond everything.... Almost to the point of numbness.... Screaming myself to sleep each night... Unable to think straight anymore.... Hating this life more and more... Wanting it to be over already.... I lost everything i had... I lost the will to live... I lost myself in Depression... I lost my emotions... They are running wild... I cannot control myself... Trying to find a gun.... A razorblade wont work.... Let me put an end to this.. Once and for all... Why continue on Contemplating.. Whether to live or die... Why not just end it already.. Why not just waste this pathetic life.. That was already wasted to begin with.. The gun is ready to kill.. I walk up to the one person who once cared for me... Who once thought i was important.... Who once said that i was their everything... Who once told me that i was something special... But those words seem useless now that she has moved on... With someone else... Were they lies? Or was there actual meaning and pure emotion behind it... Either way..it doesn't matter anymore... It is over... The one person I once had in my arms... Is now at the bear hands of life.... I point the gun towards my head.. Staring straight into her eyes... Tears falling down my face... Bleeding all over... And with my last breath... I say to you... I loved you.....
5.	Sneni (Trist Cover) 10:08	lyrics	buy track
Sametové vody krve, modré slunce, rudá oblaka, kraj z bvĕzdnébo třpytu, na perutich vĕčnosti. Vize nočnich konců v mrysli, zde růže neuvadají, obrazy psledníbo svétla, rozplývám se v momentu nekonečna.

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Melancholic Memories was the first album released by Happy Days in 2008. The album that gave was the first stepping stone to being noticed in the underground depressive suicidial black metal world. One of the first bands to invent and form this sub genre of black metal aka the 3rd wave of black metal. This is the album that started A.Morbid's career.
This album was originally written and composed by A.Morbid in 2004 when A.Morbid was only 13 years old and was originally written on a drum machine using a small mini marshall speaker and was recorded using a karaoke machine due to lack of money and resources. Unfortunately during that time he was unable to release this album back in 2004 due to being too young and not having any connections or contacts with labels. But it wasn't until he met Karmageddon that he was able to properly record with an actual drummer on a windows 2001 PC by using one mic to record everything and was finally able to release the album in 2008

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released November 12, 2008

A.Morbid-Guitars,vocals,Lyrics
Karmageddon-Drums

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